MA, paramedics, sonographer or home? June 23, 2008

My course has finally almost comes to an end. In few months from now i hope i b officially a medical assistant grad or better a certified MA. I am thinking hard these days of what i suppose to do when this course is over. Should i pursuade to be a paramedics or sonographer or should i just pack n return home ?  I m certainly confuse..

For the past 8 months since i came here, it had been a tremendous advantageous journey. I had experienced amazing and shocking new cultures esp having majority friends are american not to mention my best gofren is black too, i learned about friendship and hardship, at school i learned about medical terms that i could hardly pronounce and  pratical that i never thought i could do. I am glad i overcome my fear for blood and needles . The one thing that amazed myself is i never thought i could do medical course esp with my limitation in english and with my fuck up lazy attitude. It made me believe there is no limitation in life’s. From a metropolitan girl in kuala lumpur with only limited english and knowledge , i certainly has come a long way. I have become a better person , i m braver, stronger and smarter.lol.

 I do have in minds that i wanna pursuade further coz’ it was such an amazing experience to learn about human anatomy. However i do miss my works, friends and family in malaysia. If i kept chasing my dreams then i would definitely has to be away for my country for a long time again. Throughout my journey , my best friend also my love one had actually made my life’s more meaningful and beautiful. Thanks to ya’ all..

Some cool pics :) June 18, 2008

Ecka & me tired..

pasar malam at L.Rock downtown

aww..so romantic..

I still had lots of pics to upload but then i m so lazy to upload all for once..i do it when i m in the mood.

p/s : My journey about to comes to an end, it leave me with doubts of what i should do. love u all.

Almost Finale of the blood.. June 8, 2008

Finally i get to the bottom lists of my veinpuncture. I am finally done with all these freaking pain needles. I was freaked out when i first did it and now i m glad it was over.Though next week to be continue another episode but it is always fun to learn new stuff . I am in my happy mood as i m done with my duty and now I can enjoy my weekend.

Fun Facts this weekend : Lay by the pool and read romance cheezy novel. Play all the day long on the playstation and nintendo until pass out. lol.

Currently listening to love in the club by Usher, very sexy song. Love it.

 

18 and 28? June 3, 2008

18 and 28 yrs old , does age really matters?  My best gofren here is 18 and i m 28, she reminds me so much of myself when i was at her age. When u r 18 u want to be 28, when u r 28 u wish to look like 18. Time does fly by fast and it seems like just yesterday i was in my early 20’s and now in late 20’s..lol. My gofren told she was frustrated to be 18 coz’ she had a uninteresting and lonely life. Well if only i could draw the pic of my life when i was , it would be the same ugly pics she had. Well i told her life’s unpredictable, u never knows what the future holds for u. That is very true as i never dream of someday i be here in the states and i had achive many of dreams. So i wanna share my so called teens moments with all of u who is 18 out there. Well, I was brought up in a complicated family and i had a full time job when i was in college. Back then I was frustrated and i felt life was unfair that i had to work a 9-5 sickening job and went to a 6-10 IT geek classes at nite. Then again though i was bz on weekdays, i still party on weekend. I dont have many friends as i have to maintain my work and studies at same time. The only best friends i had back then was sok fun and bob. Bob was my only classmates that i knew at that time. lol. I aint no kidding. I dont know the rest of classmates as i was too tired to socialize in class after a long day at work. Tell me abt life’s , i really had no life’s back then. Well, i guess it takes a long time, a lot of hard work and efforts to change a person life’s. I never thought how much my life’s change until today my 18yrs old gofren told me she wish to be me. Then I told her she will become someone like me when she is 28. I guess though my life’s has been better now but i m still the same person i was before. Being 28 does not change much except few more wrinkles and some unforgetable life ’s experiences. I still love to work, study and party.  If u r 18,  just take it easy and enjoy along the way as u r only 18 for once in a life time. It was all those tough moments that made u a stronger person. It was all those 18 yrs old nitemare that made my life interesting now.

p/s: That strawberry cake pic was my bday cake made by my boo. It looks as good as it taste.