How do u deal with the nitemare from the past?..
I m known among my friends, I dont talk much abt my past . In the past I lead a miserable life esp family issues. I do not grow up as normal kid as I have a so call dysfunctional family. It was not a bad thing after all coz’ it made me a stronger person. Somehow someone out there consistently remind me of my past. I hav a gofren , she is young and smart . Culture are different here , they love to share abt their family issues. In my country it was like a taboo to talk abt family issues. My Gofren love to tell me abt how her family consistenly shut her down from achieving her dreams. I understand exactly what she went through. Well I dont know if I have gave her the right advise as I told her no one should think for u , except yourself. I felt like I m kind of screw up her mind. Mayb I m right and mayb I m wrong. I just hope she could stand on her own feet someday and realize happy family is like ghost story u always hear one but u hardly see one.
She asked me how to deal with it? Nothing much u can do about it, suck it up and move on. Somehow travelling n meeting new friends will heal your broken soul. New friends , new cultures will make you feel u hav another part of beautiful life. It works for me, after being a way from home for a while I kind of missing my Compulsive Obsessive Disorder mum. She used to nag me on everything . We share a hate and love relationship. We hate each other attitude but we love each other at the same time. Isn’t it an amazing relationship?
I have much more of an open-policy where by my friends often comes from different races and different background . I have been told abt my bad choices of friends coz of my open policy . I felt sorry for them coz when u r judgemental u will never learn abt anything. It is fascinating to know abt new culture and new friends, perhaps I m a sucker when it comes to something new and exciting.
~ Life’s just one dammed thing after another, so take it easy~
